Do YOU!

Have you ever just thought “What the fuck am I here for?  Who am I and what do I stand for”?   I will turn 41 in a month and honestly I still have clue what I want to do when I grow up or who I really want to be.  Sad I know.  I guess…

Unique

Being a mom to a child with special needs is NOT fun.  Here lately I have seen so many who seem to be “glamorizing” the whole situation or at least using it to find some kind of minute fame.  I’m mom to a 22 year old who was diagnosed with a few mental illness issues…

The Day That Stood Still

Today is July 10th, a day which will forever haunt me and remind me of how quickly life can change.  I have written about this several times so I apologize for the redundancy of the story but it plays such a huge role in who I am today.  The picture above is of my mama. …

Just a Thought

Please be advised that this is post will have some GRAPHIC pictures.  If you are easily disturbed please do not read.   As many of you know these days when you log on to Facebook chances are you will see a lot of negative things.  It seems the bad has really started outweighing the good…

Without Limits

Okay, so I’m going to remind myself (as well as any of you who might be reading this) of a few things real fast. Life is unexpected and it is short. I need to be more appreciative and grateful for what I do have. No, I don’t own a big fancy house or car, I…

Daddy’s Girl

  Growing up in my day most girls had their mom to care for them. Not in my case.  I was, in my mother’s words, “a very unsatisfied, unhappy baby who cried nonstop”.  She tells me that she thought I hated her because I never wanted her to hold me or play with me but…

Hot Mess, Beautiful Disaster……Just a tired Mom

I have been really down on myself lately.  I’m not talking just your average run of them mill “bad mommy day”.  No I’m talking “I look like the homeless lady I saw pushing her shopping cart under the bridge” kinda day life.  I know as moms we all have the days where we don’t feel…